Homecoming

I got rained off from work today so decided to revisit the book I started writing almost a year ago. I was happy with most of it but decided to rewrite a scene which could easily become my ending, or maybe a false end, or maybe a preface before starting the story proper, who knows certainly not me at the moment. Anyway, the original version had my “hero” returning home to his Mother, looking for reconciliation, written from his point of view. I’ve changed it around to her perspective and it seems to work better, still very rough but I’m quite pleased with it.

This is the first time I’ve shared my writing with anyone other than my wife so please, be gentle. Actually if you think it’s rubbish please tell me so I can get better.

She can hear him above the wind and the rain, a gentle knocking on the front door, a voice once recognisable but now changed, older, broken almost. A voice long since gone, its owner now but a faded memory of more peaceful times. She had thought him to be dead or at least gone from her world. She has buried more children than she raised and now this one, this one she once called her boy has returned.

     Her mind returns to her last glimpse of him, what feels so long ago is there like it happened yesterday. She sees his face, glistening from the tears he’s trying to stem, a redness glowing from his cheek from where she struck him, and she hears his words

     “I’m sorry Mama, I’m sorry”

     If the boys’ Father were here it would be easier but he’s been gone nearly a year, headed east looking for work that was never found, well as far as she knew, and now this boy has to leave too. It’s for his own good she tells herself again and again, wanting to believe that is true. She presses what money she has into his hand and he turns and heads down the track to where, God only knows.

     A clap of thunder brings her back to her kitchen, the glowing of the stove and the comfort of home. The rapping grows softer now and the calling has become but a whisper above the noise of the storm. She gets up from the chair and leaves the warming embrace of the fire, making her way in the dark, along the bare wooden floors that lead to her front porch. Slowly she turns the key in the lock and reaches for the handle but hesitates. Something deep inside her stops her from opening the door and forces her hand to the key. She locks the door, there is no knocking now, no boy calling for his mother just the wind pounding the wooden walls of the house and the rain lashing on the roof. She returns to the warmth of her kitchen chair, leaving the cold and the dark of the past out there, in the rain.

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3 thoughts on “Homecoming”

  1. Why didn’t she let him in? Was he really there, or did she just imagine him? Was he outside when she started to open the door or not? You leave me with many questions and wanting to read more. Thanks for sharing!

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  2. I liked your writing, it’s quite introspective and almost dream-like. I wasn’t quite sure if the boy was really there or not, and if this was something that has happened a long time ago, or something more recent. I’d read more to find out. By the way, I’m a member of this e-mail list called the Internet Writing Workshop. It’s a great place to improve your writing skills and anyone who is seriously interested in writing can join. Check it out if you want constructive feedback that is delivered in an encouraging manner: http://www.internetwritingworkshop.org. They’ve got a separate list for novels.

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  3. I don’t really feel qualified to comment on your writing but I really enjoyed this. In just a few short passages you have made me want to read more. I really hope you will continue to write your novel. X

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